Daily Routine

I realized I’m getting tired of my daily routine.

I’m getting tired of waking up at the sound of my alarm at 6am. Hit the snooze button then go back to sleep. At 7am, I’d get up, stretch, drink coffee and eat breakfast for an hour. (30 minutes kaen, 30 minutes tunganga). I would take a bath by 8:15, for 15-20 minutes I would scrub my skin vigorously, shampoo and condition my hair and sing in the shower whenever I was in a good mood.

I’d get dressed, dry my hair, spray on perfume and be out of the house by 9am. I’d get to UP by 9:15 (still early for my first class) then surf the net for 30 minutes.

I would sit in the class for an hour and a half until our usual 10-minute break. Then another hour of torture.

After class, I would eat lunch alone, and go to the 4^th floor afterwards to surf the net. I’d stay there for another 2 hours (or until my laptop’s battery’s empty). Soundtrip, muni-muni, do homework or sleep lang until 3pm.

I’d start walking to my bio class, (at madadaanan ang tambayang ng isang frat sa campus na nakakatakot silang lahat tumitig kapag dumaan ka dun), stop by CASAA to buy chips and then wait for another 15 minutes for my prof.

I’d sit inside the classroom for another 2 hours, trying my best not to fall asleep (kasi bawal), steal a glance at 46xyx, and then go back to jotting down notes. My professor would tell jokes (minsan funny, minsan plain sarcasm lang mga sinasabi niya), lecture again and then suddenly say, “oh yung mga nagtetext jan. Lumabas na lang kayo. Kilala ko kayo. Huwag niyong antayin na tawagin ko mga pangalan niyo”. Siyempre, lahat patay-malisya lang.

After 2 hours of information overload, we would be dismissed tas derecho uwi na ako. No stop-overs. Derecho boarding house na. I’d sleep for an hour, skip dinner, surf the net, try to study (sinabi kong TRY lang), read a novel, watch TV, take a bath again then go to sleep.

After 5 – 6 hours of dreaming, my daily routine would start again.

Facts about guys

Memory Gap

My ‘favorite’ classmate asked me my name and out of good manners, I asked her name too. I can’t recall what her name is. I can’t even remember what letter it starts with.

Memory gap. That’s my problem these past few days. I constantly forget things and often misplace my stuff forgetting where I left them. I would think of doing something now, but forget what I was thinking about 5 minutes after. I am tempted to try Memo-plus (a sort-of medicine that helps you with your memory) so that it would be easy for me to study and memorize my notes. But they told me that it also has its side-effects. Abruptly stopping the intake of the said medicine would lead to memory loss that’s worst than before.

Oh well. Looks like I just have to spend more time in studying before an exam. Which reminds me, I have an exam 2 days from now but I still haven’t started reviewing. I don’t even have my notes with me. Damn! My professor told me she gives difficult and tricky questions. Most of her students fail her exams daw. Oooooh… scary.

Summer Survey :D

Dye your hair?
I already did. Without the highlights. I looked like an ‘artista na nawalan ng career’ so i dyed it ng one color n lang. :p

Get a tan, or burn?
SunBERN hahaha

Go on vacation/trip?
Yep. HOPEFULLY .

Go camping?
No, ayaw ko na. mawalan na nman ako ng chinelas. hahaha

Plant flowers?
I dont have a green thumb

Play in the sprinkler?
Naked?! nah,. haahahha.

Have your license?
SANA.

Have a bonfire?
depends.

Have a job?
nope. too lazy to work.

Go on any road trips?
SANA. :p sinong game? TARA!

Spend your money or save it?
SAVE so that i can spend it later when i need to hahaha

Give anything up?
hmmmm…. thinking.

Do anything you’ve never done before?
yes. tipong bungee o cliff diving. hahaha.

First day of summer, what will you be doing?
SLEEP.

Who will you spend the most time with?
me myself and I

Who will most likely be sitting beside you at the beach?
Friends

What will you take the most pictures of?
myself. VANITY IS THE BEST POLICY =))

Anyone you can’t wait to get away from?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm……………. hahahahaha…

Will you make new friends?
YEZ

Will you get into a fight with a friend?
away o gulo??!

Rekindle a lost friendship?
YES

Will you more likely be at the beach, pool, or lake?
sa falls pwede?!

If you won a trip to Hawaii and could take only 3 friends, who would they be and why?
me, myself and I. i need some time alone nao,.

Do you think you will meet a new crush?
Nope. Walang plano. Yehess bago to. hahaha

Will you eat well or pig out?
WONT EAT AT ALL!

Anything you’re not looking forward to?
hmmm. april 24? haha. jokenes. wala naman. :p

Have any summer love?
not planning to have one. not now, not later, not any time soon. WALANG PLANO. hmp.

Have the time of your life?
SANA.

getaway

While everyone’s posting their pictures of their latest summer beach getaway, I’m stuck in UP for the best summer vacation ever. 

While everyone’s busy planning their next getaway, i am studying for an exam. 

While everyone’s sipping margarita and getting drunk, i’m drinking coffee so that i could stay up all night.

While they’re sun bathing, i am walking around the campus to get to my next class.

 While they’re reading magazines and relaxing, i am reading books and cramming.

While they’re taking their time in thinking of the where to go next (international or local), i am wishing that the time would go by faster everytime i’m in the classroom.

While they’re enjoying their summer vacation, i am thinking of beaches, countries abroad, local scenery and just plain relaxing that i wish i could experience SOON.

Dagger Looks and Hatred

The feeling was mutual the first time we saw each other. I don’t like her, she dislikes me— perfect. I sat next to her during the second day of the class, oblivious of the impending hatred I would feel towards her.

I really can’t point out what I don’t like about her. Maybe it’s her i-know-everything aura and smugness that really bothers me. I could feel her eyes follow me and every move I make the moment I enter the room. She would stare at me until I get to my seat which unfortunately, is next to hers.

I tried to be nice to her the first time I noticed how she treats me as indifferent. But no matter how I try to smile every time she steals a glance at me, she looks away. I gave up when I realized she has no plans of being nice to me.

This ‘hatred’ would carry on until summer classes ends. Our seats are permanent. I have to endure 3 more weeks of her dagger looks and indifference.

46 XYX

I know it’s rude to stare, but I can’t help but gawk at my trannie* classmate in one of my subjects this summer. She, I mean he, no. She, (let me treat her as a ‘she’ so there won’t be any confusion to the readers) is sexier than me (yes I know I’m fat), slimmer legs, longer hair, dresses better than me, and even smoother complexion than me. The magic of cosmetic surgery and modern drugs really do wonders to a lot of people nowadays.

As I gape at her while she’s jotting down notes, I can’t help but feel insecure and jealous with her artificial beauty. (NOTE TO SELF: save enough money to have an appointment with Dr. Belo in a few years hahaha).

46 XX (female chromosomes)

46 XY (male chromosomes)

46 XYX (3^rd sex’ chromosomes)

            Makes sense?

            Hahaha. Anyway, I’ll be seeing more of her this summer. As long as I don’t lose these unwanted fats in my body, I won’t stop eyeing her with envy.

*trannie - transexual

Enjoying my summer vacation

It’s my 4^th year to take summer classes. Every summer, I have to spend a month of sitting in a classroom while listening to my professor talk endlessly for hours. TORTURE.

Everyday, I am bombarded with information that I have to understand and remember.

Exam every week.

No breaks in between.

Walking from one building to another in the heat of the sun.

The last time that I had a fun summer vacation was when I graduated from high school. My life revolved around sleep and food. THAT WAS FUN.

I can’t even recall the last time I went to the beach to relax and enjoy my vacation. NO MEMORY.

1 month. 4 weeks. 20 days. 6 hours everyday. Humdrum. Bored.

When Prayer is the only answer

I have done everything to pass this semester. I have deprived myself of sleep and social life just to give more time to my studies.

Some of my exams failed and finals week was horrendous. I lacked sleep and proper nutrition, interaction with other people, and time for myself.

Now when everything seems gray and impossible, prayer is the only answer.

Doodle Doodle

While I was reviewing for my final exams, I realized the value of jotting down notes during lectures. I am thankful that I don’t have to read the whole book to know the important things and concepts to remembers, and I don’t have to depend on it for examples and solutions.

My notebook in my Chemistry subject is full of doodles and senseless things I draw when I get bored. Recently, I stumbled upon one of Yahoo!’s featured topic (of the day) that says doodling can help memory. Sometimes when things get dull, we can’t help but start daydreaming. A simple task, like doodling is sufficient to stop daydreaming without affecting our performance with what we are doing.

Sooooooo….. If I doodle during lectures, there is a big chance for me passing/getting high grades in exams? Hmmm…